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Four Sodas
03:55
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I'm so sick of feeling nothing
I want to know if there is something more
Will I resign everything I believe?
I've never had someone else
Sometimes I wonder what I've been missing
She smiles, I'm slipping away
My mind pushes how far I'd go
When I am filled with infatuation
She makes me burn inside
Choices, Am I left with my choices
I've got to get inside her mind
So all she thinks about is me
I am a crooked double minded man
With just one word I would take her hand
I am standing on the edge of giving up everything
(Honesty breeds contempt)
Part of me hopes it happens
That scares the hell out of me
(Honesty breeds contempt)
Am I changing?
Why do I refuse to see
What the cost is of losing the one made for me?
Burn into my heart what it means "to love & to cherish"
Oh God!
Burn into my heart what it means "till death do us part"
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Ignorance - 7x
Ignorance is bliss
Everybody believes the lie
That we are just fine
But I cannot help but see the truth
That someday we are all going to die
Someday we are going to die
Keep on living for yourself
Store up money keep your health
Just remember you can't take anything with you
The day that you breathe your last
Someday you'll breath your last
Ignorance - 7x
Ignorance is bliss
Don't worry, got plenty of time
Fill your belly, drink your wine
Do whatever makes you happy
Money will make you happy
You are your own god
Get knowledge while you still have time
Just remember you can't take
Anything with you the day that you breathe your last
Someday you'll breathe your last
Money is dead
Pleasure is dead
Your lover is dead
Vanity is dead
Music is dead
Culture is dead
Religion is dead
Your country is dead
Dead!
Sex is dead
Drugs are dead
Your fame is dead
Your scene is dead
Your home is dead
Your government is dead
America is dead
The Widow is dead
Dead!
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3. |
Devils Dancing
05:26
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Spraying chemicals in their eyes
Making them go blind
Watching her head explode
Her babies die inside
And he smiles
Torching her face
Burning scaly eyes
Placing them on thin ice
Wanting them to die
And he smiles
Touching incessantly, hoping that no one sees him
Hiding behind the house, hoping that no one catches him
Closing all of the blinds, hoping that no one looks in
Locking the door to his room, hoping that no one…
Candles and skin
Torture and killing
Devils dancing as he lives for himself
Pleasure is everything
Candles and skin
Late nights and tip-toeing around
Devils dancing as he plays in his bed
Pleasure is everything
Devils dancing as he plays in his bed, pleasure is everything - 4x
He lives in a past that does not exist
I don't want to know what he would have become
I don't want to know him anymore
I don't want to know him at all
He is dead I am free - 4x
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4. |
Mirrors
02:28
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Instrumental
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5. |
The Creepy Song
03:53
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I have spilled your blood too many times
In dreams of sleepless nights
Your blood is on my hands
There you lie upon the ground
Revenge has seen its end
The crowds cheer me on
The anguish and the beauty
The death of an old friend
Trial without jury
Hanged at the gallows of my mind
A man stands over me clothed in darkness
When will this see an end?
Then there we are talking like times long ago
It seems just like yesterday we were best of friends
I have forgiven you
But my dreams betray me
I lay you beneath the ground in forests where no one sees
I bury you I bury you I bury you in your shame and I bury you
Oh God that I would forgive with my whole being
My lips have said the words
But my flesh wants your blood
My flesh wants his blood
My flesh wants his blood
Oh God that I would forgive with my whole being
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Deeper, I go deeper
I am going insane (I am going insane)
Just to think That I would doubt my Creator
Bitter, I've never been so bitter (I'll never trust again)
Everyone I know
They are liars
They are all betrayers
All I have known is a church that sleeps
A church of self righteous whores and mongers
Pius liars and thieves
Friends were buried, and friends betrayed
Lives were ruined, and nobody changed
Don't want the Jesus they were living
Don't want the Jesus they had made
They were preaching
They were living
In secret
They did whatever they pleased
I don't care, I don't know who I am - 2x
It scares me how many times I've wanted to walk away
Just to leave it behind
Never look back
And I know that I am not the only one
Who feels this way
The darkness is all around me
How will I escape becoming just like the ones I despise?
By running I'm just like the ones that I despise
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Can't put my finger on it
This empty hole in my chest
Can't put my feet in front of me
Prisoner of my mind
I can't see past my eyes
Past my mind
You speak to me but I've lost my head
My demons feed me absolutes
No one ever cares
Can someone show me the way out in time
Come lay your hand on my shoulder
Tell me I'm alright
These voices in my head keep giving advice
That I would be better off not alive
My God are you a tyrant martinet?
Don't want this fight any more
I build my life with my own hands
Freedom is a lie!
Can't put my finger on it
This empty hole in my chest
Can't put my feet in front of me
Prisoner of my mind
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I am living death and sadness
I am living a lie
Send Your prophet
Cure the madness
No one to blame but me
Burn, I'd burn forever
If it wasn't for You
Yahshua! How can You call me Your friend
As I spit in Your face?
Why do I doubt Your goodness?
How could I not care?
I have played the harlot
I am so ashamed!
You became my curse
I am blessed by the curse of Your Son
I am at a loss for words forever!
I'll praise Your name forever!
You became my curse
I am blessed by the curse of Your Son
I am at a loss for words forever!
I'll praise Your name forever!
My heart is satisfied in You, only You
I am finally free in You, only You
Make me like Jerabaal
I'll tear down this idol
I am finally free!
I''ll praise Your name forever!
I have nothing left to say
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9. |
Madness
10:08
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Are we alone?
As time drags on and on
Our eyes will never see the end
This pain goes on and on
Our eyes will never see the end
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